Guardian Angel (Misguided)

Guardian angel
thats what you are
and what a pity
cos' your love is all at sea
having no clues
of the depth of emotion
or of your passion.

Guardian angel
just guide your soul
to someone else's arm
let her feel that charm
which is your's
but not for you to claim,
Alas, you cannot even blame.

Guardian angel
cry with the smile
choke on your feelings
& say all the kind words
no matter how much it hurts.
How sad is this
that your love was so true,
if she only knew.

Guardian angel
is a role that you have played
is a price that you have paid.
A fake smile is all your reward,
and the realization that
Nice men finish last.

Image courtesy : http://angelofdarkness.bloguje.cz/sad_angel_x.jpg

Still Struggling to Stray

It was a failed love affair
Yet she stayed,
indefinitely.
Every night the same music will play
watching wide in the distance
far away,
imprisoned
with thoughts of the past,
burdened with memories,
Wishing for freedom,
but ashamed of asking for it.
She reminds me of someone
may be its you,
but its difficult to accept
a new presence
When one's used to absence.
There's a hesitation,
a battle
between you and new.
Someone will loose
either
You / Memories
or
New / Feelings

This in a way is continuation of the soliloquy 'When will I wake and stray',
http://shashankchauhan.blogspot.com/2006/08/when-will-i-wake-up-and-stray.html

Portrait

Shall I touch you
what good will that be
you are not even conscious of it.
Its hard to please you,
impress you.
My lady,
just like a child
you smile
and then you go back
Back to being a portrait.

Note: Image courtesy Sayandev
http://www.orkut.com/AlbumZoom.aspx?uid=3033745666751384315&pid=2

Happy Birthday :)

Hi Dear :)
Wish u a very happy Birthday, hope u enjoy it to the max. Somethings are done more for one's own pleasure, I hope you understand. Life's been lovely for me and I am sure its the same for you.
Take Care and keep smiling, oh and here are some virtual flowers with real gud wishes for you.