Sunday, February 10, 2008

Undone


I waited for you
and I realized
I could wait for years
but you'll never come.
Look what choices
you left me with
to be undone now
or wait for years
to be undone.

Image courtesy: http://www.flickr.com/photos/willrun4beer/2143389775/

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Khoobsurat


Tum kitni khoobsurat ho.
Ek anchooi kali si
gulab ki pankhudi par jaise os ki ek nanhi boond
lalima liye hue subah ke suraj ki pehli kiran si
ya baadalon mein lookachipi karti hui chandni si,
Tum kitni khoobsurat ho.

Tapte dino mein thandi hawa
ya saawan ki umadti ghumadti ghata,
moti bikherti ye tumhari hansi
shant jal mein jaise tarango ka uthna
aur uth ke fir palke jhook jaana,
Tum kitni khoobsurat ho.

Saawan ke jhoolon par pankh khol udne ko betaab
aur hawa mein misri gholti tumhari awaaz
girta hua jharna ya kal kal behta dariya
chanchal aisi ki doodh ho ufaan par
ya koi nadi dhalaan par,
Tum kitni khoobsurat ho.

Barfili sardiyon mein bikhri sunhari dhoop
ya aam ke baago mein koyal ki koonk
satrangi indradhanush ho jaise aasmaa ke seene par
sagar ki gehraiyon se nikla koi anmol moti
rajnigandha ki khooshboo si saara aalam bhigoti

Tumhara ehsaas khood mein kitna khoobsurat
tumhara khayal aate hi chaati hui madhoshi;
Tumhara jikr kaafi hai khudko bhoolane ke liye
aur tumhara aks, aankhein jise har pal dekhti hain,
Sach tum bahut khoobsurat ho,
bahut !


Picture courtesy: http://www.ratemyscreensaver.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/05/jtca0012.jpg

Thursday, January 24, 2008

As The Sun Goes Down On Me

This was on 16th of November last year, few days before finally vacating the Morgens Apartment that has been my kabootarkhaana for past two years. Me and Ravi had to be at Matt's place for his annual turkey massacre and thus busy with preparing something in the kitchen. As the evening sun started looking down the kitchen window, I realized how beautiful it was and thats when I decided to take some pics. In fact I ended taking up a lot; I never had confidence in my photo taking capabilities. The marvelous shades of red, pink, orange and yellow intermingle to cover the blue canvas making for a view to treasure.

Here's for the lovely evening






















Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Moving On


Up and down went the rhythm
of the song of love.
I hear her scream,
'I hate you'
as if I ever cared.
Immersed in the song of love
I danced to the happiness
and drank to the peace.
Goodbye or Goodnight kiss
who remembers,
as the song faded inside the head,
woke up
and moved on
with the life so beautiful :)


Image courtesy: http://www.flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=110694379&size=o

Friday, January 11, 2008

Days of Future Passed


Passed my day
with the dragon
from the clouds,
and my night
with a waning moon.
Listened to
what the cricket sang,
a lullaby perhaps
for the river slept
deep in the jungle.
Next morning
leaves wore
the shining trinkets of the dew,
and a blue rainbow
filtered through
the color of the skies.
The few rose that blossomed
their fragrance I savored,
and drank their beauty.
Over the green hill
I searched for the fairies
the one who danced last night
in the glow of the moonlight;
chased the rabbit
that lived on the moon,
and sang with the foxes
howling in unison.
Among the trees
in the dense of the forest,
looked for the elves
of unparalleled beauty.

I passed the days of future
in wonderment
leaving behind the miseries
of my sad present.

As I rode high
on the wishes of happiness and joyous future
that you've sent,
I dreamt, I dreamt, I dreamt.

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PS : Title and cover art from the Moody Blues 1967 release 'Days of Future Passed', my most favorite band and my most favorite album.

Image courtesy: http://religonjmorin.files.wordpress.com/2007/09/futurepassed.jpg

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Good Riddance


"Time exists
just on your wrist"
that's why one day
I decided
to get rid of it.
Ever since,
life's been without
the regular tick,
which pushes one closer
to the end of it.

The first line is taken from the beautiful Travis song, "Indefinitely" from the Album, "The Invisible Band".
Image courtesy : http://www.flickr.com/photos/52911568@N00/15834339/

Friday, November 16, 2007

Opeth - Black Rose Immortal (The Greatest Song Ever)

This 20 minute masterpiece is an epitome of brilliant lyrics decorated by equally mesmerizing musical arrangement. A song that covers the whole range of musical genres inclusive and not restricted to : jazz, rock, blues, amazing guitar play, vivid imagery, depth of emotions and awesome wordplay just like any classical piece of poetry. Led Zep, Beatles, Floyd; great they all are but no song comes close to the absolute marvel of 'Black Rose Immortal'.

Here are the lyrics of this beautiful song.

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In the name of desperation
I call your name
A lamentation I sigh
Again and again

Spiritual eclipse
The gateways are closed for me to seek

The night...
A veil of stars, watching
My shadow is born from light
The light of the eye, in darkness

Over troubled waters memories soar
Endlessly, searching night and day
The moonlight caresses a lonely hill
With the calmness of a whisper

I wear a naked soul
A blank face in the streaming water
It is cold in here
Frost scar my coat with dust

Eyes attach to your mute portrait
We spoke only through thoughts
Together we gazed, awaited
Hours brought thirst and the rising sun

Sunbirds leave their dark recesses
Shadows glid the archways

Do not turn your face towards me
Confronting me with my lonliness
You are in a forest unknown
The secret orchard
And your voice is vast and achromatic
But still so precious

Lullaby of the crescent moon took you
Mesmerized, its kaleidoscopic face
Granted you a hollow stare
Another soul within the divine herd

I have kept it
The amaranth symbol
Hiddin inside the golden shrine
Until we rejoice in the meadow
Of the end
When we both walk the shadows
It will set ablaze and vanish
Black rose immortal

It is getting dark again
Dusk shuffle across the fields
The evening trees moan as if they knew
At night I always dream of you

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You can listen to 'Black Rose Immortal' on soundpedia for free, just that you'll have to have an account (which is also free).

http://soundpedia.com/music/YWxidW1fNDExMDE=/Morningrise-Opeth/index.html

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Sunday, November 04, 2007

The Golden Silence


Tales of disappointment and delusion
continue to flow,
and though I know
that silence is golden,
I still opine.

Isnt it amazing,
the wordy world
we live in?
Words all around,
often
with no meaning
or purpose.
Too less ears
for far too many stories,
wish I knew
how to be silent at times.

Image Courtesy : http://sivinkit.net/archives/silence_3.jpg
Image Courtesy : http://www.transcendingtouch.com/photo_album/slides/golden%20silence.jpg

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Three Blank Pages from the Summer of 2K


Tucked in a bunch of beautiful colored papers
are the three blank pages;
Three blank pages
with a scent of 2K,
soaked in the summer heat
of the days long gone by,
from an era
that seems like a distant past.

To these pages belonged
the best ever lines
never written.
Three blank pages
recounting best phases of a life
that remained blank ....
.... like these pages.

Image courtesy : http://www.flickr.com/photos/edastrauch/344584001/

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Transmission at outpost 79

Old Reliable

A Scooter New Year

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Happy Birthday 2 U :)


A very Happy Birthday to you Dear. I don't really if it makes any sense but wishing you well is the least I can do and pray that god bless you divine love we always crave for and happiness we run behind.
Since the day of birth is not supposed to be melancholic, here are a lots of flowers for you to fill your world with fragrance of laughter and yes, chocolates to add to the sweetness of you.

In essence I don't know why I do this. This might be my obsession, my fixation or better, my entrapment; but like all the rituals one follows in life, you do it cos' it makes you happy :)

So here's to your laughter and happiness, a very happy birthday to you :)


Friday, September 14, 2007

The Labyrinth


In times
when I'm rescued
form the pages of this labyrinth,
I'll tell you the story
that had no end
and whose beginning
was lost
beneath the veil.
The face
that no one knew,
no mirror revealed,
like an envelope
forever sealed.

And yet
it never aroused curiosity
cos' mundane
in their losses
oblivion to existence
all played
their part in the game,
without possessing any name;
for interchangeable
are the names and the faces
inside this labyrinth,
and I continue
to wander alone
pained by the consciousness
of this cycled existence.

Perhaps somewhere
where the space and time
freeze
lies my exit;
to a parallel universe.

Will you

meet me as a star
full of stellar charm
and listen
to my part;
or will you be a part
of another labyrinth,
of another story,
with no beginning
or an end.

Image courtesy : http://jingreed.typepad.com/photos/fractal_images_three/24_st_zitos_multidimensional_labyrinth.jpg

Saturday, September 01, 2007

A Conditional Routine

if (I am Happy)
----Each Day

----is a Day of My Birth
else
----I'm always
----Asking Myself;
----"What is my Worth"?
end


Friday, August 24, 2007

Tujhe Kya Sunaoon Main Dilruba

Here's my most favorite song. Never knew that in the movie the setting will be like this, but nonetheless the emotions which rafi Sahab evokes by his magical voice are beyond words.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Moon - Less

For My Dear Moon
and to times
ever since
I am Moonless.


Why to break through the window,
Light up the room
and wake me up.
Dear Moon,
you and your thoughts
are so far
and between.
And yet,
in the middle of
all these nights
you want me
to put to words
the beauty of your face.
Well,
I'll do it
for your sake,
But tell me
who'll nurse
the broken
and collect these pieces
shattered glass
lying on the floor.
Dear Moon,
You ought not to be
this cold,
mean hearted;
for you're not just content
to leave
without taking away
the sleep.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

My Name Is Red - Orhan Pamuk

Well I took a lot of time to finish this, of course not as much as 'Living To Tell The Tale' though. But have to say, one of the best books I have read. The beginning is bit slow but 100 pages into it and you know that you are reading a genuine masterpiece.
I didn't liked 'The White Castle' by Pamuk so was bit apprehensive while picking this up. Perhaps I would have never read any of his book again but then he won the Nobel and I thought well, I should try reading one more of his and I am glad that I did.
This one is a treat, a brilliant account of lives in medieval Turkey, a brilliant insight into the world that seems so distant now. Pamuk is brilliant when he brings about the clash between east and West, between various styles of painting and between various faiths. Intertwining an equally interesting tale, Pamuk gives us a masterful account of Ottoman history along with the awesome description of the art of miniaturing. The style in which the novel is written is also superb and adds to the brilliance of the novel.
This novel has given me enough inspiration to take up Pamuk's other works including 'Black Book' and 'Snow' and yes it has one of my favorite lines; "Poetry is consolation to life's miseries".
A must for everyone who love reading great literature. Following are some of the lines I liked in the novel.


My Name Is Red – Orhan Pamuk

Before my birth there was infinite time, and after my death, inexhaustible time.

In this way, by the twelfth year, when I returned to my city at the age of thirty six, I was painfully aware that my beloved’s face had long since escaped me.

After I took care of that pathetic man, wandering the streets of Istanbul for four days was enough to confirm that everyone with a gleam of cleverness in his eye and the shadow of his soul cast across his face was a hidden assassin. Only imbeciles are innocent.

Over time, jealousy becomes an element as indispensable as paint in the life of the master artist.

Where there is true art and genuine virtuosity the artist can paint an incomparable masterpiece without leaving even a trace of his identity.

Now that I’ve reached this age, I know that true respect arises not from the heart, but from the discrete rules and deference.

To avoid disappointment in art, one mustn’t treat it as a career.

For if a lover’s face survives emblazoned on your heart, the world is still your home.

A letter doesn’t communicate by words alone. A letter just like a book can be read by smelling it, touching it and fondling it. Thereby, intelligent folk will say, “Go on then, read what the letter tell you!” whereas the dull-witted will say, “Go on then, read what he’s written”.

You know how in such situations reasonable people immediately sense that love without hope is simply hopeless, and understanding the limits of the illogical realm of the heart, make a quick end of it by politely declaring, “They didn’t find us suitably matched. That’s just the way it is.”

Painting is the silence of thought and the music of sight.

I thereupon thought how easy it was to end a life. My dear God, you’ve given each of us this unbelievable power, but you’ve also made us afraid to exercise it.

The larger and more colorful a city is, the more places there are to hide one’s guilt and sin; the more crowded it is, the more people there are to hide behind. A city’s intellect ought to be measured not by its scholars, libraries, miniaturists, calligraphers and schools, but by the number of crimes insidiously committed on its dark streets over thousands of years.

Poetry is consolation to life’s miseries.

If presented with the opportunity, we would choose to do in the name of a greater goal whatever awful thing we have already prepared to do for the sake of our own miserable gains, for the lust that burns within us or for the love that breaks our hearts.

In situations such as this, as soon as our merciless intellects draw the bitter conclusion that our hearts refuse, the entire body rebels against the mind.

A great painter does not content himself by affecting us with his masterpieces; ultimately, he succeeds in changing the landscape of our minds. Once a miniaturist’s artistry enters our soul this way, it becomes the criterion for the beauty of our world.

I was encouraged when I saw he could no longer look me directly in the eye. Magnanimous men, who think themselves better and morally superior to others, cannot look you in the eye when they are embarrassed on your behalf, perhaps because they are contemplating reporting you and abandoning you to a fate of torture and execution.

“The first step is marriage,” I said. “Let’s see to that first. Love comes after marriage. Don’t forget: Marriage douses love’s flame, leaving nothing but a barren and melancholy blackness. Of course, after marriage, love itself will banish anyway; but happiness fills the void. Still, there are those hasty fools who fall in love before marrying and, burning with emotion, exhaust all their feeling, believing love to be the highest goal in life.”

“The truth is contentment. Love and marriage are but a means to obtaining it: a husband, a house, children, a book.”

Maybe you’ve understood by now that for men like myself, that is, melancholy men for whom love, agony, happiness and misery are just excuses for maintaining eternal loneliness, life offers neither great joy nor great sadness.

Painting brings to life what the mind sees, as a feast for the eyes.

What the eyes sees in the world enters the painting to the degree that it serves the mind.

Consequently, beauty is the eye discovering in our world what the mind already knows.

The memory of the blind exposes the merciless simplicity of life but also deadens its vigor.

Books, which we mistake for consolation, only add depth to our sorrows.

There are moments in all our lives when we realize, even as we experience them, that we are living through events we will never forget, even long afterward.

There were two types of people in the world: those who were cowed and crushed by their childhood beatings, forever downtrodden because the beating had the desired effect of killing the inner devils; and those fortunate ones for whom the beatings frightened and tamed the devil within without killing him off.

Time doesn’t flow if you don’t dream.

If you stare long enough your mind enters the time of the painting.

It seemed to me that the entire world was like a palace with countless rooms whose doors opened into one another. We were able to pass from one room to the next only by exercising our memories and imaginations, but most of us, in our laziness, rarely exercised these capacities, and forever remained in the same room.